Why I look at the light across the water every night

Each night I look across the water at the green light which marks the location of Daisy's house. I feel so alone, even though just looking at her house, thinking about her, makes the pain even worse. It wasn't always like this, she and I were happy once, all right before the war started. During that time was when I had to leave, but I told her I would be back for her and would write her every week. By the time I did arrive back home, she had already turned her back on me. I had learned that she had married a man named Tom. When she had written me the letters though, she had always said that she would wait for me, but obviously that was a lie. Learning this news was by far the hardest thing that I have had to go through in my life. She was, and always will be, the love of my life.